This Gift is My Curse for Now

I have heard this song countless times before, but recently, I was reminded of back in my JC days when I was volunteering at a welfare home for broken families. I basically went there and played with the kids there. The first time there, I wore this Spiderman Tshirt (I wonder if I still have it), and the kids there began to call me Spiderman after.

This song is taken from the Spiderman soundtrack (Spiderman 2 I think) and the whole song is about Spiderman and Mary-Jane. It is a really nice song telling his story, and one line got caught in my mind, making the whole song really poignant. The interlude is really awesome too. Cheers to Yellowcard for this awesome song.

Gifts and Curses by Yellowcard

Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(she is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), a villian I can’t knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it’s all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Mary’s alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything’s small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it’s all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you …

A satisfactory life

Last night, after saying the bed beckons, I ended up tossing and turning till 4am when I laid down at about 230am. It could be because I was feeling hungry, or the coffee I had earlier, or the events of the day. It didn’t help when my brother came home about 3 plus and started snoring. I don’t know, but somehow I managed to fall asleep, after many thoughts came and went in my head. Thoughts which I smiled to, thoughts which made me tear. I guess thinking must have helped tire me out enough to sleep.

Anyway, was supposed to go cable skiing today but the skies decided for us that it wasn’t a good day to ski. So here I am blogging, first thing in the morning right out of bed.

I’ve decided that yesterday wasn’t much mentioning about and through the night, so many things were thought about that I think I’m just too lazy to type it out. In fact, so much thought that went through my head were really things not worth thinking about but I still did anyway. But I do want to say, I did get a good Christmas gift this year, a rather nostalgic item. It’s a Spangling Night Light. Which works like a lava lamp, a lava lamp which my ex had given me years ago when I had my own room for a short period, and now it’s just tucked away, with a spoilt lamp. I never threw that lamp away, neither could I find a replacement lamp, not that I have any room to put that lava lamp out anyway. This night light seemed like a perfect replacement for it LOL. I wish I had my own room to have fun with it lol.

One more really nice gift I got yesterday, was at the range, where for once, I unleashed nearly 230 balls without feeling pain, and my irons and driver shots are getting quite right.

And life should be satisfactory.

The days still go on

It’s been a very good time at the range. It’s been an awesome night having coffee after. It’s late. So much I want to say, but the bed beckons.

Life is good.