Reflections and the completion of my Masterpiece

Last night, my ex asked over sms if I was going to my JC class’s Christmas Dinner gathering. Since my plans to head overseas failed, I would be going down for the gathering. So I said yes.

I was wondering what would it matter if I had gone or not? Should I make a difference to what she had planned?

Or is she going to get a present for me? That sounds thick skinned, but honestly, I hope she doesn’t. She should know better what I think about presents. I’m not one who likes presents.

Actually, what I really wonder is, why do I think so much into it. Like a friend said,
“if you really didn’t care, then why do you even think about it?”

Oh well.

Anyway, my masterpiece is done. It’s awesome, and I think it’s a great effort considering that it’s my first time doing it. Many lessons were learnt, and I think my next job will be much better. I’m already planning my next one. Can’t wait to get down and dirty again!

If only it was a full time job, I’d be much happier LOL.

My Love!

I would like to honor my friend today.

She had been the next, other than my ex, who has explored the intimate areas of my mouth. She has wrestled with my tongue and reached deep near the back of my throat.

Everyday and night, we would go at it, without fail. And this has been happening even while I was with my ex. I feel so ashamed for keeping this from her.

As I hold my friend tight in my hand everynight, the feeling of passion and ecstasy was undeniable. And now I’m deeply saddened as she was diagnosed with cancer sometime back. As she began losing her hair, I held her even tighter as the days passed. I kissed her with more passion, hoping she would never have to leave.

Last night, she passed away.

To my dearest friend, I’ll always love you….

 

for keeping my mouth clean.

It’s a good night.

Tonight was a very interesting night where honesty was shared and everything was fine. I can feel alot of emotions all over the place.

Music unfortunately began to sound like a repeating jukebox. Need to cool off that place for 2 weeks, hope the band picks up something new.

Tomorrow, I hope I can complete my masterpiece.