It could be due to my sudden increase in packed schedule, or it could be a the crazy night at Bala yesterday. Or even possibly my Wednesday at Holland.
Whatever the reason, I feel a change. I feel like I took a turning point. This is to be concluded.
Was out with a friend tonight and headed to that live chinese music place. I still don’t like it lol. But oh well, I don’t really mind. It’s a sucky place to talk and definitely not my taste, I couldn’t hear the conversation round the table. But we all left not too late, so it’s alright, and I sent her home as usual. My friend was in an unhappy mood and I couldn’t help feeling bad about it as well. Sometimes I wonder if it’s still my fault, despite being assured it wasn’t.
Crap I’m tired. All I can think is that the truth is always the answer. Don’t know where that thought came from. Dammit too tired, I can’t write …..sleep….
