Yesterday had been a rather productive day, just like Saturday. Moved a rather big step towards completing my stencil projects. Spent a large part of the afternoon shopping around in Taka alone, buying stuff from Art Friend there and then a gift for my dad’s 30th wedding anniversary. WOW, 30 years. It seems so far fetched to me now LOL. Perhaps things were simpler for their generation.
Then headed to Starbucks from 4 to 8pm, inking my friend’s names and desgining more. I’m really getting excited making those stencils, especially I got all my stuff. But each time I think about doing it, the issue of having no space at home begins to fuck me up. ARGHH!
My friend D had to head home early and that was a huge dampener on my Sunday. My usual Wala Wala Sunday! Fortunately another friend was in the vicinity and it was so sweet of her to come back and join me, else I’d give Wala a miss and chill with the Siem Reap waiter friend the rest of the night. And I was damn glad I went Wala too, EIC was good, churning out new songs weekly. I’m kinda glad as well that the EIC lead guitarist did check out the recommendation I gave him. I hope they start playing it soon. I recommended this song I posted previously here.
The night’s chat with the SR waiter left me with lots of thoughts though. I realised that I have been drawing so many things for peopl, but I have never drawn something to please myself. But try as I might to design my own name, I don’t feel I can do it, nor see any significance to glorify myself. I guess I’m still strving to prove my mettle. I’m proabbly still seeking justification for my existence. I guess that’s why I don’t feel any rest, no matter how much I sleep. There’s like no end in sight. And I feel myself crawling on and on. Zzzzz I guess that’s why I feel so tired at work, or it could have been the late night. Anyway, my personal message on msn today says “No rest till 6 below”.
