Deep Shit

To Stickgal: I’m also in deep shit! LOL!

Welcome to the New World

I got feedback tonight about my blog, so there are people who actually read this boring place lol. I wonder why because from a third person’s perspective, I find my blog really pointless wasting time over, as the things I have posted are only interesting to me. Anyway, feedback is still feedback, and the feedback was well received and taken care of.

But when my friend said she read the whole blog, I wonder, did she really read the whole blog? I took a quick look and there are 243 posts. OMG she read them all? Must be damn free lol. I’m thinking it’s going to be difficult for any sane human to keep up with my blog considering when I’m in the mood, I post like 3-4 posts a day. And when the mood really kicks in, I’d have posted one full page up before anyone could have read those which are probably listed under previous entries already. Not to even mention I write and write as if like there was no tomorrow. I’m beginning to think that there isn’t any tomorrow lol.

Anyway I caught The Prestige tonight. Well, I’d say it was worth the recommendation. So many things were said in there that kicked me in the head. It’s all about secrets. Secrets. In so many different sense in my life, secrets is like power, yet some of these power burns your hands. And on driving home, Collective Soul’s Forgiveness was blasting as I cruised 140kmh down the expressway, and I thought about this line,

It used to be all I’d want to learn
Was wisdom, trust and truth

then I wondered, whether Truth  was really still worth the while. Truth hasn’t been very helpful in retrospect, hearing and telling it. I’m not being self-righteous, but I must admit that my morals are quite upright. Perhaps I think I’m such a fuck up because in this time and age, I’m an outcast, when the world doesn’t subscribe to such values anymore.

Welcome to the New World boy, you can find gold here.