Come, enjoy while it lasts

Come, take this pill, it makes you feel so good.

You can see a thousand miles into the sky; the furthest stars would burn only for you to see.
You can hear the softest whispers; the soft, melodic music that the trees sing will be only yours to hear.
You can smell the slightest fragrance; the sweetest honey perfume of the bees is yours alone to indulge.
You can taste the faintest flavours; the gentlest sweetness of pure white snow melts heaven in your mouth.
You can feel the gentlest touch; the massage of the wispy breeze can cure all your aches and pains.

But enjoy while it lasts.

Tomorrow, you shall be blinded by even the tiniest spark;
tomorrow, you shall go deaf from the rustling leaves;
tomorrow, you shall smell every tiny, decomposing stench;
tomorrow, you shall taste the bitterness of your saliva;
tomorrow, you will kill yourself to ease your pain.

So enjoy while it lasts.

Stupid things

When I looked back at how stupid I was before, I laughed at myself so hard that I could die from it. Then my friend said that it wasn’t, and so now I’m doing more stupid things. And I’m already laughing at myself 10 minutes ago.

To Myself

My grandchild, I love you so.
So painful it was when I had to go.
You left me a note of how you would miss me,
and I was afraid you would become someone you shouldn’t be.
I thought if I ended it earlier, then things would be easier;
But by my miscalculation, it only made the pain greater.
And in my last few days before I had to leave,
I spared much thought to ease your grief.
They said your banging the wall would scare me away,
but you had no wrong, I was always here to stay.
I didn’t want you to remind yourself I wasn’t here
and so in your dreams I never did appear.
Instead I left this note at the back of your mind,
and you finding it made everything fine.
In case you still don’t have a clue,
I’m always behind and watching over you.